aznanimedude's Xanga

Thursday, November 05, 2009

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 20:02:39 GMT

YOU CAN DO IT =D

5 steps

Wed, 30 Sep 2009 18:45:05 GMT

step 1: goal setting. what are your goals, why do you wish to achieve them?

my goal is to finish, and to finish proud of what i have done.
why? because i am tired of alot of things
i am tired of hearing myself say, oh if only
i am tired of thinking , oh if only
i am tired of seeing myself be the only one not successful
i am tired of seeing everyone but me do well, and knowing i helped a little bit in helpong everyone but myself accomplish things
i am just, very tired

step 2: start today

for today is the only day that i can control what i do, for yesterday has already past, and tomorrow is yet to come

step 3: no shortcuts

there is no quick scheme, there is only work, you must earn your way to where you end up

step 4: what is your inspiration

i have made many promises, created many expectations of myself, i think of them alot, and fulfilling what is expected of me by so many people, is what inspires me to continue, because i know how many believe in me

step 5: be happy

check ^w^ =DDDDDDDDDD

-leo out, back to work for me

For whenever i drop by my own blog during the semester

Thu, 27 Aug 2009 00:43:35 GMT

To the me that is watching this post, since i'm hoping you have not been slacking off enough to post enough to knock this off the front page of your own xanga.

-Have confidence, the work you are going to do is going to pay off.
-Don't fret, the worst has passed, and as long as you don't fret, it won't come back anymore
-the past is the past, the present is here now, remember what you used to always tell your self. The past is to remember, the present is used to build for the future.
-Do not let mother get to you, no matter what, do not let mother get to you
-Believe buddy, you have to, for without belief, you cannot hope to accomplish anything

Good luck to you, and i'm hoping that seeing this will reinspire you, and remotivate you. because now i believe in you, the ones around you are not the only ones who believe in you anymore. I do, and i want to see what you make of yourself, i'm excited to see what you are capable of doing and pulling off.

before i go back to school

Sat, 22 Aug 2009 15:56:55 GMT

1 more week of summer left before i sell my soul to the road so it doesn't kill me every day going to school.
retraining my brain to selectively pay attention so i can forget and not think baout the drive i have to school but still be able to pay attention and think and calculate for my classes.
but that's ok, because i'll put in effort, and never give up, and all those inspirational but empty statements. BECAUSE I ARE WINRAR AND I HAVE THE POWER

Bikers

Wed, 12 Aug 2009 22:50:15 GMT

ok so i'm not a hardcore avid biker
i don't bike everywhere
my bike is just sitting in a shed in my backyard and i take it out every once in awhile to bike

but, something still doesn't quite make sense to me.
WHY THE HECK ARE YOU BIKERS BIKING IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STREET. is it that hard or horrible to bike on a sidewalk when it's available, must you bike so far from the side of the road that i have to either slow down 10 miles below the speed limit, or swerve dangerously into another lane so i don't run into your butt. it's either ensure your safety or mine, and sorry but i'm nice but not THAT nice. you don't even look that cool to be quite honest...

Friday, August 07, 2009

Fri, 07 Aug 2009 13:29:46 GMT

so it's been a whole month since i posted here?
yeah i know :P
i'm still alive in case you were worried ^__^

what have i done? good question, cuz i haven't done anything xD just sat around and pretended for a month i had nothing i was supposed to be doing
i'll come back to reality in about a week when i have to go back to campus and renew my parking, reapply for my loans (i seriously forgot i had to do that OTL)
but i'm beyond worrying about it, it's the the point i have so much to worry about i don't want to think of it all \o/

but i'm still here for those of you who wondered if i was never coming back.

gawd i wanna make video blogs again TT_TT

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

Wed, 01 Jul 2009 12:49:03 GMT

i realized something when i woke up today.

sleeping with your head beneath the window sucks for your eyes when you wake up and the morning sun hits it >.<

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Sat, 27 Jun 2009 10:54:54 GMT

yeah pretty much

SNSD- 소원을 말해봐

Thu, 25 Jun 2009 11:16:34 GMT

i am REALLY looking forward to the release of this song
REALLY REALLY looking forward
i like it that much and have been listening non-stop

yes that song that's playing right now, you know you want it too :3

Monday, June 15, 2009

Mon, 15 Jun 2009 19:45:49 GMT

dear computer

i've somehow been told to not use you as much this summer. because i introduced my brother to Guild Wars and he's been abusing it instead of being a good honor roll student. then paradoxically i'm the one who takes the blame for everything that happens to him. if he succeeds it' sbecause of me, if he fails, it's because of me, therefore it's because of me introducing him to guild wars, not his classmates that he talks to, not those kids who show him all these games he can play online, no it's not their fault, because i'm the one who started it :|. so computer, i really am going to miss you. this is hard. it's been decided i just waste my time anyway, so i could be doing better things, like wasting 6 dollars a day so i can take the bus to the gym because my dad won't buy a new car and instead will use my unused car that i don't need cuz i don't need to drive to school during the summer, or keeping the house clean (which i do) when my parents are working, and helping my brothers (read do their homework and give them the answers so they can study it later). yeah, i could be doing much more productive things than sitting at my computer, checkign on my schedule, learning new programming languages, yeah.

signed,

Leo "aznanimedude" V.